Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

No Name #2 by Ryan Rutkoskie


The walls of her room are alive and pulsing with reminders
the obsessive pen renderings
a reminder of a long gone relative
and I wonder what substance accompanied the cracks of his mind
on his journey through the countless carefully connected lines and the colors that leap about them
in the far corner
a marker board reminder of Buddha
an erasable placement of permanent wisdom
mirrored doors present written reminders of who she is
and I realize
who we are is often the easiest thing to forget
regardless of how sharp we think our memories to be
volumes stacked by her bed
collect up every quote to ever touch her
conjoining in her own open ended bible
they provide her with a roadmap to a god more
internal than eternal

She reads me her short story
it regards the storm swept wreckage that clutters her existence
she illuminates it in a way that's so bright and beautiful
I want to gather it all up and carry it away with her

and I see us together in that mirrored door
crowded with all its revelation
and I feel as if my reflection has never been clearer
it finally shows me that part of myself
that allows me to feel this way about somebody
without fear or pretense
without the weight of expectation
without the adornment of some foolish mask

we're not trying to complete each other
but we help make each other complete without trying at all
and the walls
so totally covered yet so naked
reverberate and sing to me
and I already know I've never known such a complete person as her so completely

and all our time and experience
all we've learned, accomplished and become
it's encircled us, pulling us together into this moment
where we can be truly be perfect for one another

Sunday, January 20, 2013

No Name by Ryan Rutkoskie

Am I Afraid of Silence?








Honestly
I couldn't be.

Already I've spent so much time wrapped wonderously up in your words and unmentionable time typing wildly to riciprocate but
what do I say to a sigh so lovely it sais everything?
I want words to circle and shape the suns magnitude
but sometimes when your breath trembles in it's own
iambic pentameter all the poetry
just wants to shrink down and listen in wonder
sometimes
it's like I'm tethered to the shattering beauty of that heartbeat
tapdancing 
on the nape of your neck

so words can't be everything all the time
but for right now
I just want them to rise up
and celebrate the silence with
and help us to unravel all that meaning

wound into 

it's every

moment