Friday, May 10, 2013

Unseen Fire by Robert Ennis

Merely a gate;
I've become an
infiltrator.

Not quite floating
until the right
moment arrives.

Not my doing:
but plans of a
mind far greater.

I must ignite
souls like flame with
supernal light.

Monday, May 6, 2013

I Prefer Girls by Sky Flower

I will not claim I'm straight
Nor will I claim I'm bi
Pansexual is rarely used
Asexual takes too much time to explain
I am not gay
But it seems that way because I simply prefer girls
Not to say I couldn't be with a man…
I've been with a few, more than I can count on one hand
I guess
Sexuality is such a mess
But they just expect you to tie yourself to a label
I feel like I'm lying if I claim any as mine
My sexuality is evolving all the time
It's fluid
Like a river that runs down my cheeks asking "is this me, is this me?"
A question that gives my not so accepting distant family a hope
That I will go back to men and stick with them but I won't
Because I simply prefer girls
I don't need to go into my libido
Or my sexual past
Abuse I've had
Relationships that made me mad and still effect me now
I do not need to tell you how I cam to this place
I just am who I am
And if you ask me again, I'll repeat what I said
No, I don't need a scale
And I'm not just confused
I simply Prefer girls

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Playing School by Darren Edwards


Let’s talk about education.
Let’s talk about the power of knowledge
and the desire to learn.

Let’s talk about the hundreds of thousands
of schools Oprah didn’t buy
new computers for,
or the millions of African kids
whose school house didn’t just get
a new roof because they don’t have
a school house to put it on
and how we pat ourselves on the back,
fluff our pillows and drift to sleep
thinking happily about the lesser half of these
equations.


Let’s talk about desire.
and the returning student
whose fifty plus years
have taught her more than her twenty-eight-year-old teacher
could write in a hundred books
and how she still shows up to class
because of a belief that even this young arrogant shit can show
her something new.
Let’s talk about how she shows up to class
despite sickness and shakes
despite struggles with bi-polar disorder
despite memory loss
caused by the electro shock therapy
Harvard doctors put her through  
in the sixties.
Let’s talk about the day
she suffered vision loss
and shook in a way that only those
who’ve had their concept of reality
spun on a top can understand,
the rush to the emergency room,
and how she cried as her son guided her to the car,
because all she wanted
was to learn.

And what about the single mother
reading “Good Night Moon” to her daughter
dreaming that the inner-city school
the girl will attend could get more funding
or the upper class high school quarterback
whose pockets should be filled with vending machine
change, but are filled with the pills
he needs to keep up with the pressure
of expectations and ideals thrown on him
by parents and teachers and a society that only
cherishes the individual in success or distress.

Can we talk about these things?
Or, do they slide past our fingers,
touching only briefly,
only in passing
on our way to the video store
to rent “Empire Records”
or “The Breakfast Club”
because it’s been a long week
and I need to fall into
pop culture like the oversized cushions
on my living room couch
because the walls of my skull are still
reverberating,
still vibrating,
still trembling with the image of this
woman being helped out of my class
the class where twenty kids in their twenties
listen to one kid up front pretend
his thumb can
pins the worlds knowledge
to an overhead transparency. 

Sunday, January 20, 2013

No Name by Ryan Rutkoskie

Am I Afraid of Silence?








Honestly
I couldn't be.

Already I've spent so much time wrapped wonderously up in your words and unmentionable time typing wildly to riciprocate but
what do I say to a sigh so lovely it sais everything?
I want words to circle and shape the suns magnitude
but sometimes when your breath trembles in it's own
iambic pentameter all the poetry
just wants to shrink down and listen in wonder
sometimes
it's like I'm tethered to the shattering beauty of that heartbeat
tapdancing 
on the nape of your neck

so words can't be everything all the time
but for right now
I just want them to rise up
and celebrate the silence with
and help us to unravel all that meaning

wound into 

it's every

moment

What Could Have Been a Child by Christina Osborn

Red rivulet like ribbon winds through muggy water
Slowly, giving bulk back to the body of the daughter
In an oily tub of green and silver visions of the flood
And a rich and rosy residue, thick rubber-wriggling blood

And Look! by Christina Osborn

Shorter and shorter runs the connection
Faster and faster wraps the perfection
And then stop
Cut around the holes and you find a series of
Tunnels under wax paper stretched over styrofoam
Climb in and down to the blackness out of which
We each and collectively arose
And stop
Rest there in the limbo between emptiness and
All your things
Given by others and your nature and
The sting of dreams
Now drop
Your hands are built for grasping even when your
Eyes forget to look
And so the sin of asking punished only
If you believe the book
So feel
The grip that rips your hands
Will dig beneath the flaps and drink the blood
Forget the things you thought you knew
Switch off the engine, throw up the hood
And look!

U. S. Dollar, The Tied Down Damsel by Ryan Rutkoskie


America's back bone writhing
hotly burned by our worthless struggle in the bound places
our sense of progress stifled
then
stagnant

we simply stiffen with fear
when the tracks begin ringing at us

physics claim the train
can move now
only toward us
as a disaster hauled by stubborn steam

our position
is fixed
roped down with a pemanence
the world has reserved only for Washington ideologues

it's that persistance we admired
the desired die hard partisonship grip
defined and hard-wired by party line whip
that
for which they've all been hired

and as train cars crack on our nerves set fire
and our little helpless hearts retire

the tracks

sing us to sleep like a righteous choir